Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I've just seen a face.....

Aries for May 16th, 2011 - Find a quiet space to ask yourself what's really underlying your choices lately. Did you turn down that last date request just because you were nervous? Be as honest as you can, and you should make good decisions.

 
Have you ever had someone from your past reappear after many years but feel like it was only yesterday when you saw them last? Have you picked up the conversation as if no time had passed, just like you had been in contact all along? I had that happen today. Someone I haven't seen in years, but chatted with from time to time online, someone who I enjoy seeing and love chatting with. It's been 11 years since we met the first time, and easily 8 years since the last time we've seen each other in person. But our conversation tonight was as if it was only yesterday. I was very happy to see you my friend.

There have been folks in my life who come and go all the time. People I have known for 20 years, but haven't really spoken to. People I reconnected with in recent years after many years of no contact. This one is no different except for the reason we stopped communicating. Perhaps misunderstandings of intentions got in the way, maybe the time wasn't right, a case of wrong people - right time, right people - wrong time. Perhaps my low self esteem caused me to sabotage what might have been because it was too good to be true? Possibly. Who knows?  That's what second chances are all about. If I had it to do over again, what would I do differently? Well it appears that I might find out!

I had a fabulous time reconnecting and renewing that friendship under the watchful eye of two women who have known me the longest. Thank you Deb and Carol for being there tonight. It was nice to know I had an "out" if things were not comfortable. I enjoyed my evening. Open the doors and let the talking begin!

I believe that God puts you in the place that you are supposed to be in at the time you are supposed to be there. I am glad to have you back on my radar friend. Life is an adventure, one experience at a time. Let's see where this trail leads.

Good night my Callistas!




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