Thursday, January 18, 2007

So what do you do when you are disappointed by someone you love

So someone I care about very much lied to me. Wasn't an important lie. Wasn't an important situation, but they still lied. How do you get over that? I have known this person for years. How do you restore the trust? I am not sure I can. I described it to a friend recently as losing an innocence. Had I been lied to before? I have been friends with this person for more than five years. Should I reflect on my life for the past five years and look for signs that this person lied to me before? Is it important to look back? Or is it most important to look ahead to the future instead? And how do I ignore the nagging pain in my heart when I wonder, is this person lying to me again?

Not sure I can get through this one but I am trying. One day at a time.

Calliope

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